to Blondie.

to blondie, hi, thanks, i did just get this job! it's so great. im selling tutoring for kids, i love this product and the company feels im doing very well. so im happy. he has custody because i used alcohol as an emotional crutch and i don't know, some how drinking alcohol was the cause of it. the reasons i used alcohol in that way was because of the emotional abuse, i was extremly depressed, and was planning my suicide when i was with him. i left, took the kids, got a restraining order, out of fear, and lived my life, then we went to court and shared custody, he had them on the weekends and i went out partying then and he told the court, the court appointed attorney for the children hired a private investigator, he came to my house one night, the boys were there, i was drinking 3 tall cans of beer (not all at once) and he took note and the next day there was a hearing and they took them from me. i was not notified of the hearing and i know if i were, i would of been at that hearing and that wouldn't of happened. i had already been ordered not to drink alcohol because he told them about things i had done. which, at that time, i was denying completly. it's a big mess and part of it is defintely my doing. However, i cannot change the past. i have to keep moving forward. check out XYZ's comment on "more opposistion"